I asked a hundred people how they felt-

How they felt when they were trying to put it all together

All I can feel is my eyes burning from inside

My skull shaking vigorously like a hollow

My eyes trying so hard not to fall from it socket

Ye! All I hear is some clouded noise, some chime-

My mind couldn't take it all

My mind couldn't stop pounding loud... 

Or maybe my heart won't stop pounding

All I see is a fog

All I hear is an unguided voice aiding me to a place I don't know

My future seems so clouded and boring

Though I thought I could write it off all by myself

Guess I shouldn't be feeling what I'm feeling 

How old am I?

Young, I guess

But the way time flies so high

Makes me want to think I'm losing my mind

Or maybe I have actually lost my mind

I wanted this and I got that

I wanted that and I got this

My calculations have always been unmatched

All solutions so far from it end

My feelings have always been a mundane

My heart and soul have always been a charade

Just like a fib burning high in my eyes

Lies spreading wide like a flame

Guess life has shown me its meaning

Maybe this is what adulthood does

This is the end of everything I knew

Or things I never knew