I knew it was bad but I just couldn't help it

My paranoid mind always jump into climax

The feeling wasn't just a hard-hit

And my heart was in a deep mess

The sudden mood swing was the beginning

The sulken eyes and nauseation crawled in after

Less did I know that I was becoming a thing

With my whole body full of baffler

I was lost and won't be found

My humanity was far from been seen

So bad that I was becoming a mundane

With my whole self so austere and lean

That was the effect of drugs on me

Giving me joy, and tearing me apart

So bad it took control over me

With nothing ever going to tear us both apart